I don't understand how people so close can drift apart so quickly.

There are a lot of people. But there are two people in particular.
Katie and Britney.

Everyone has changed. I worry about Britney because there always seems to be something wrong. And I want to fix it, but she'd always rather be left alone and not have people asking.

I've changed because I've started hanging out with new people. And I know that caused me to neglect my other friends. So now I'm trying to change that.

OhmyGod. Last night was horrible.

I was talking to Will, and I knew he was in a bad mood, but I figured it was simply because his boss at work was getting on his nerves. But apparently it was much, much more than that.

We were having a normal conversation at first. But then things started to get sour. "Oh, and if you haven't noticed, I'm not exactly in the best mood. If you haven't figured out why already, it will hit you soon enough." I'm sorry, but what the fuck. I am not going to play some damn guessing game, and I'm sure as hell not going to tell you why you are unhappy. I told him to tell me why, and tell me how he felt, and tell me what to do about it.

I mean, I knew he had a lot of hostility. I knew he still had things he wanted to say to me, I just never expected it to all come back. Apparently the situation with Logan got to him, and he was reminded of our break up.

In a way, Will and Logan are in the same boat, while Katie and I are in the same boat. If what I am thinking is correct, that is. Katie likes Logan as a best friend, not a boy friend. Same with me and Will.

But, honestly...it was so out of the blue. I haven't cried so much in so long.


I'm still not quite sure if he is over me. And that scares me more.

No, he's not.
» Brutaly on 2008-06-17 02:14:51

Britney says it all, really.
Sorry, kid. -hug- But I think what's really on him is that you're around his best friends Like That.

We need to stay away from the group when dating, dude. Sorry, but it's true.
» Unicornasaurus on 2008-06-17 02:21:08

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