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Breakups are never easy.
Wednesday. 2.17.10 8:52 pm
I didn't deserve him?
No.
He didn't deserve me?
No.
We didn't deserve each other?
No.

I loved him. He loved me. We were a roller coaster with more ups than downs.
But we are going to different colleges, and we are too young to have such a long distance relationship.

I didn't want to hurt him. He didn't want to hurt me.
But I did hurt him. Right before our anniversary. Right before his birthday. And right after Valentine's day.

I still gave him a birthday gift. A well thought-out one, at that. And I know he liked it. And I know it hurt him. And I know it hurt me.

"My heart is telling me to get back together, but my mind is telling me it's not a good idea."


Me, too.


I wish I didn't have so much time to think. Or that I didn't over-think so much at all. I'm just praying that we will stay friends.
2 Comments.


the title sums it all up.
» thaitanic on 2010-02-18 09:49:55

too bad you guys couldn't stay together til you left for college. But there's sorta no point if you've already decided to break up anyway I guess.
» Zanzibar on 2010-02-19 09:32:22

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